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Subject:sleep brings release in the hope of a new day
Time:11:11 pm
This sunday i went to spokane with Addie and Raven to go see Bury your dead, All that remains and Killswitch engage, and we made it there totally fine through the passes and everything. The show was fucking killer and probably one of the best shows ive been to. totally worth the 8 hour drive. Plus I got a sweet hoodie :]

we got out of the show around midnight and started heading north to drop Raven off in Omak. we ended up sleeping in some church parking lot in the middle of nowhere for 2 hours. at around 8 we were about 15 minutes away from omak when we hit a patch of ice going about 40 mph and slid off the road and hit a snow bank and flipped the car completely over. everyone is completely alright, not even a bruise. so no worries about that. seatbelt safty ;)

i will have to say though the worst part about it was that it neither Addie or I were dressed to stay around in 10 digree weather. we didnt have waterproof shoes and the snow was a few feet high. we slept at ravens friends house and took the greyhound back this morning at 7.

im sure it had something to do with the universe balencing its self out for the awesome show
I have to say it was totally an adventure and pretty neat being upside down in a car :]
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Current Music:livin'anddyin':thekingsofnuthin'
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Subject:get busy livin' or get busy dyin'!
Time:10:25 am
Current Mood:amusedamused
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Current Music:absinthepartyattheflyhoneywarehouse:minusthebear
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Subject:hey. lets cross the sea
Time:07:55 am
Current Mood:indescribablelost
How do I begin to purge?
I have completely lost track of the path I was set on and the ideas that had me standing on that path and I want them back.
I want to remember and embody all I belive in and all I ever held as a part of me.

For a while ive thought of myself as a confident person. Ive always believed in myself and had the confidence to get things done and know how to do them, but its only recently that ive noticed that I lost that sometime back. Ive still been thinking of myself as that same self-assured independent person when in fact, all I really have are doubts and frustrations with myself.
Ive even become shy... something Ive never been.
I know where it all fell apart, but that isnt important any longer.

I think I need to talk to someome.
Or maybe... I can do this myself? and I just dont know it because I dont think I can.
Either way, I need help. wether its from an outside sourse or from the person i know I really am that I lost.
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Current Music:coffee&cigarettes:augustana
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Subject:I know this time of year aint right for you
Time:02:06 am
Current Mood:rushedclairvoynt
Why do I come across mean when all I really want is to be responsible?
Doenst anyone else want to be responsible too?

I think I might be crazy, I know people think i am. Or do i just think that becasue Im crazy?
Oh geez.
The conspieracy theorys dont help my case, I know.
Ive been having a lot of bad dreams lately. Not scary or anything, but they leave me feeling terrible when I wake up.

glarb.
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Current Music:promise:pedrothelion
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Subject:if i looked up and the skys not there, is there any reason i should be scared?
Time:01:23 pm
Current Mood:highhigh
i need a sugar daddy.

I have a box of paints, but no paintbrushes or canvases. Tons of scrap, but no glue. Thread and a sweing machine-no material.
A plethera of will, but a lack of a way.
... I also have a carton of milk and no cereal :|

i think ill just go back to sleep and try to get rid of this cold and maybe when i wake up the art-supplies fairy will have visited

addie got me a dethklok t-shirt from the scream awards :] its pretty neat, i must say.
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Current Music:mercykiss:abandondpools
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Subject:You lead me on... I dont need your mercy kiss
Time:11:09 pm
Current Mood:sicksniffly
ive weened myself off from myspace.
to quote josie: "fucking vortex."
so hopefully I will wright in this thingy every once in a while.

I just got back from Devons surprize birthday party. It was a lovely time and i got him glow in the dark gummy worms. Rad? yes :]
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Current Music:allisfulloflove(cover):deathcabforcutie
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Subject:your doors are shut
Time:01:32 am
Current Mood:gloomygloomy
right now:
everyone is making me feel like shit
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Current Music:we'reinthistogether:nineinchnails
Current Location:my room
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Subject:We're in this together
Time:12:50 pm
Current Mood:cheerfulcheerful
I just have to say...

Things are great.

I live in Northgate and live with fantastic people.
The house is great; its huge and lovely. and as soon as i get my drum set over here we are all going to start a butt-metal band and sing about fighting dragons and riding unicorns,
Warped Tour was killer. I hope to be planning another camping trip soon.
I have a good job where I get payed too much.
my hamster (DudeZilla) is adorable.. but dont mess with him. hes a fighter.

My friends are the best.
I have to say it.
they are what makes everything worth it, and none of this would be important if i didnt have them.
Everyones highschool-esque drama bullshit can kiss my ass.
I love you guys.
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Current Music:pluginbaby:muse
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Subject:The underneath is no big surprise
Time:12:09 pm
Current Mood:confusedconfused
last night was fun.

him: i think we should talk about something

me: uh-oh, hehehe.

him: *awkward chuckle* so, I got offerd a job in Oregon, aaaaand I didnt know if... well, I talked to Tyler the other night at the BBQ. And I told him I like you, and Im starting to really like you more.

*silent*

I didnt know what you thought about long distance relationships.. or if you wanted to keep it like this untill i leave or something. I'm definatly taking the job.

*silent*

me: wait, what?
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Subject:gah
Time:12:57 am
I really think I missed something...

When did everyone decide it was Hate Vikki month? You could at least warn me.
I think someone shot my car with a BB gun.

Whatever... It will be easy when Im moved next week.
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